jess.life

2010-07-03T19:42:00.000-07:00

yup, Brazil totally disappoint me

hmmm...

but German rules man

4-0 ,it's a good result

was partying with the babes and guys yesterday night

and ya, we're nervous about the game..and the guys brought their laptop along

man,the line sucks there

after bbq and night swimming

( it's totally fun )

we were all like so freaking tired

we need alcohol,some of them went to get it then

beers are low, we can't get high at all

but yea, having so much fun for the game session.

thus , met alot of cool peeps (Hennise, leonie ,ming ji....bla bla bla)

forgotten some of their name, and damn it

well, German didn't disappoint me

till the game of( German vs Spain )

who to support?

who to bet on ?

sigh

2010-07-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

well, FIFA world cup is coming to the end ....

I ain't a fan of any countries

but I chose BRAZIL

pretty brazillian supporters ...woots **

GO brazil ~

support support

2010-06-18T19:02:00.000-07:00

hah, my life could be just so lame

suffering from boredom here

make me a life please ~

2010-05-24T03:30:00.001-07:00

list

what to do after exam's

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1.water sports

can't wait to get back to the sea==

2.girls must do

shop untill I get broke

3.tons of movies to catch up with

4. meet my friends and babe

5.work?!

6.can't think of anything anymore at the moment

*just having fun *

there will be an art exibition held at jit sin (ind) on the 4th June

anywho are welcome to be there^^

2010-05-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

yep, bonjour people

gahhhhhh~haven't been updating this blog for months...

(growing mushroom )

well, nothing for me to bullshit about

share you guys some of this awesome videos I found out in YOUTUBE

clap clap*

click on this link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcN7Jk05XZ4&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NFn0h8Pg9s

well,there's more about Tessa in YOUTUBE

just search for her there

you think she's lame?

but I don't

she's kinda cute ,pretty too aye?!

currently in exam mode

gosh,it pretty scares me ....but can't wait for the holiday after that in June

going to study now. am I a good girl?

ya ,totally....muahhahaha

erm..let me complaint about something here k?!

erm......

stop asking me to compete any of those competition please

I really find it darn annoying

no more shitz here, tata*

2010-04-11T16:35:00.000-07:00

belated birthday vivienne

venue:harvast inn

sweety vienne ,got our surprise..hehe

hmm,too bad me and my sisdidn't manage to go to the place they discussed earlier

such cute cake

but can't see it

will just look at the picture then

sob**

went to Gurney to meet up the babes

wee~.~

we've been chatting for like...idk.. hours I think?!

at A n W

camwhoring in the toilet @@

met this two african guys while we were walking

one of 'em said that his a model

bla bla bla

well, who cares?!!!

group pic with the babes

but it's incomplete thou

~vivienne ~

wil have it complete the next time

thinking of closing the blog

well,I'm lazy to write

thus,this blog is too bored for me

for sure,you all get damn bored too

so....

au revoir everyone

2010-03-30T02:45:00.000-07:00

well,hi ##

tomorrow will be the test ....(car)

it's omg,I'm so nervous

btw, good luck to mua,myself, vion and yiting na

hope that we could all pass

good luck to my fellow friends that are starting their college life....

total new environment and life for ya'll

these days weather's like hell..

lucky,rain falls when we need it

couldn't think of anything to write anymore....hmmm

ciao ~

2010-03-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

paintball session with my younger sis and her friends

oops..blur~

call them..cause ther'e at the backomg,the jacket is too big for me..

hehewe're totally ready
first round,blue team won^^

that's the team im in

apparently,that's me==

got very sticky and very annoyed ,cause of the mosquito's

need long pants ,sport shoes next time@@

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crystal birthday held at the northam hotel 13.3

breakfast lunch and dinner...pizza==

lazy to upload pictures d...

2010-03-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

A trip to Taylor univeresity-KL

altough it's for one day,but we have fun thou^^

espacially the time for shopping

quite a few hot guys in Taylor ...

woohhoo@@

big school,was told that the fees there are expensive ..

no idea for this..><

bought some clothes from Mid valley, topshop and zara..

walk again and i'll go broke

but i hope to stay in KL

sob sob**

2010-03-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

outing
venue:auto city(sushi king -starbuck)
peeps(babes):jess,huixin,vivienne,carmen,crystal,vienne ong,sherlyn ng

this is when we're going to snap
but huixin make us laugh@@

jess with all the pretties

had so much fun with them ^^
espacially huixin,always laugh..don't know why==hehe

hope to hang again@@
can't wait><

2010-03-06T07:35:00.000-08:00

Angels cry -mariah carey fet. Ne-yo

good luck to yiting@@
to everyone

2010-03-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

Eminem-beautiful

so attracted to this song lately..keep on repeating @@

here's the lyric
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Lately I’ve been hard to reach
I’ve been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
Like I’m reaching out for you.

I’m just so fucking depressed
I just can’t seem to get out of this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up

I don’t know how or why or when
I ended up being in the position I’m in
I’m starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But I just can’t admit or come to grips
With the fact that I may be
Done with rap, I need a new outlet

And I know some shit so hard to swallow
But I just can’t sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow, but I know one fact
I’ll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
I’ll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you’d have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes just to see
What it’s like to be me
I’ll be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what it be like to
Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine
We’ll go inside each other’s minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

I think I’m starting to lose my sense of humor, everything ‘s so tense and gloomy, I
almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room just as soon as
I walk in, Its like all eyes on me, so I try to avoid any eye contact
Cuz if I do that, then it opens a door for conversation, like I want that!
I’m not looking for extra attention, I just want to just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don’t need no fucking man servant, Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack, and half of them ain’t even funny like

“Haa! Marshall you’re so funny man
you should be a comedian god damn”

Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don’t you all sit down, listen to the tale I’m about to tell
Hell, we don’t gotta trade our shoes, and you ain’t gotta to walk no thousand miles

In my shoes just to see
What it’s like to be me
I’ll be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what it be like to
Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine
We’ll go inside each other’s minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don’t let them say you aint’ beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we’re dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves
and flip them don’t expect no help

Now I could’ve either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I’m placed, get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
Or sat on the porch and hoped and pray for his dad to show up, who never did!

I just wanted to fit in
In every single place
and every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid

And aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face it’ll get stuck like that
Meanwhile I’m just standing there
Holding my tongue trying talk like “this”

Til I stuck my tongue on a frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then, cuz I wasn’t trying to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description
Cuz where you see it, from where you’re sitting, its prolly 110 percent different

I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other’s shoes at least
What size you wear? I wear 10’s, lets see if you could fit your feet

In my shoes just to see
What it’s like to be me
I’ll be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what it be like to
Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine
We’ll go inside each other’s minds
Just to see what we find
Looking through each others eyes

Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Lately I’ve been hard to reach
I’ve been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
Like I’m reaching out for you.

Yeah, to my babies, stay strong, dad will be home soon, and to the rest of the world. God gave you them shoes, to fit you… so put them on and wear them and be yourself man, be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny, don’t ever let no one tell you, you aint beautiful…
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hush...I've kinda gone bankrup
swt....buying things for -totally him==don't know why
saving up every penny from now on~saving~

my elder sis birthday's reaching
on the ...I kinda forgotten,just wait till she calls for her celebration then.
no present for her..blek@@

going to kayelle on the 15th with the schools..
to Taylor university...I'm just going for fun.
since there's been like ages I didn't step on KL road...

well,exam's coming to the end.
will gonna have fun ^^wait for me~~~
don't forget to date me out babes.

really wondering what is he doing.....
I miss him~

2010-02-28T06:32:00.000-08:00

random shoots

monochrome

KOOKAI .love this brand
elegantexpressive

dynamic art

exam's here
I'm still here.slap me/

well,off to bed now.

will continue the next day
good day loves

2010-02-07T04:55:00.000-08:00

lousy phonee - N73

on the way to prangin

damn it

nothing to buy!!!

f*k f*k f*k

2010-01-30T08:10:00.000-08:00

out with my sis

nothing to write about,ishh.just recover from the sickness.but still with flu and sorethroat,can hardly breathe till now.I can say last few days were horrible too...><nose block like I can't breathe anymore.sorethroat to a sexy lower voice/lmao@@ headache untill I can feel like banging on the wall

bang bang

blaaaaaaaaaaaa........
so tasteless with everything I ate..thanks to yiting na,for doing so much for me

'Golden triangle with family on Friday night
Every dishes is with chili
the chilies make my toungue on fire
woahhh......
crazy lun,jie's bf' ,he not dare to come to dine with us cause he said he didn't prepared any present or what...
ha
really crazy...
good luck on your exam lurr~

my crazy sis happen to drive me to Nibong Tebal... to eat laksa.actually to take something from a friend.lol..we got nothing to do,so we went round and round untill we went to the dam...to have our skin sunburned,swt*just kidding,the sun is not that hot .

quite many people came to auto city on Saturday to see their idol ???Yoga what....

swt==me and my sis just walk around and shop for cheap stuff

huh..TIRED

off to bed now^^

2010-01-23T20:26:00.000-08:00

123 *lame saturday night
kae's flying to australia on the 24th so he threw a party at auto world ,buddy 2 maybe .didn't attend cause got no mood for that at the end.farewell kae.... nothing to do at home,alone like a dog.... grrrrr/ 123 quite a special day for me... it's the first that time i met him ...hmm so sad

all night Mario ,but I still can't pass the stupid level
pek chek

hug hug baby monkey T.T

playing with webcam before bed

just got an injection from the doc on my ass
yaiks man..
I'm fine now
advises from many people ..drink more water
okok,will do so

night to you~

miss you so

2010-01-20T05:21:00.000-08:00

shitz school..make me waste money to buy a MC and useless med

first time to buy a MC..rm18 for a useless thing

thanks to the him ^^

sorry for being so troublesome

smooches...

for some reason,I didn't talk to you much..

school rule's nowadays in the school are so so strict.1.no long hair.how short you want?!!!

2.no tight and short skirts.If not we'll change to the malay school kind

3.shoes with the cloth kind only allowed

4.no nicknames for teacher's and headmasters'

5.bla bla bla....

haven't had the book's of rules ...so I'm not familiar with it yet.we can hardly hide from every eyes in the schools.so freakin scared

ridiculous!!!my phone(sis using it) was just confiscated by the disipline teacher.by the time she told me, I get so nervous,cause there's many thing inside it.but luckily,It came back ,but my sis were forced to donate money to the school + work for one week as to clean the school office i think..pity/ it concerned money all the time..wth

heng shue's birthday bash.ha,we celebrated in the class..many things they preparred.few bottles of champagne ,cake, and us.hoho,this will be the first time i really saw a comdom as it's a present for him...the bra with eye's too.ps.I didn't know that condom have different sizes too.swt==.he were forced to wear it ,I mean the bra..funny .the last year we spent together in school,hope you'll like it.wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY

rilakkuma with two cute banana's

strawberries from yiting..

she went to cameron ...

ahh...I hope to go,as I never been there,ever!

woots*
love strawberries much much much

I love straberries

2010-01-16T20:10:00.000-08:00

my new fav hits..STAY-Ronan Keating
thus,my blog new song^^

theory with vion yesterday..met a new friend(she's funny)

the 'sir' always warn us cause we're talking all the time

went to pcf with my family for groceries

at first we decided to eat there,but then we change to chai leng park ,'wai sek gai' for lok lok

how long I didn't went there d

still the same ==

I took so much but the last I can't finish it..

my bro ,his gf and my mum help me out...swt

till the night,met up with my babes again

Viooooooooooooooon^^

the usual place,auto city

gonna take something from Babyvon but she's kinda busy,so she asked her bf to take it to me..

paiseh><

waited at BED for him ,beverage there sucks

bump into Anna in there
lol

after that,Vion shouted that she's hungry

so we went for winter warmers

.....

with food in our stomach,we can't just go home like that ...

walk to fleamarket to do some light shopping

nothing attracted me thou

bumped into Renee too

quite a long time I didn't see her

then we went to ME ,Vion keep trying on clothes....haiyo

yea me

I bought a PLAYBOY lipgloss

totally original

I loved PLAYBOY stuff much...no reason why

done shopping

then we just headed home,cause Vion said these days many cases of nabbing,robbery or bla bla bla things happened ..so be careful everyone

hmm.....

mummy ah mii~ We haven't started buying New year clothes neh

2010-01-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

wake up early in the morning
yawn//
so sleepy,as I sleep for few hours only
getting myself ready..
headed to 静思堂(if I'm not mistaken)it's in penang
haha..first time do such thing
慈济 geh ..I don't know >< a job that don't pays..you may know that I didn't work before
this will be a good start

yup,I don't pray..
cause I have no idea I'm a christian or a buddhist...
I went to churh once,when I was small

after entering this 静思堂 , I got shocked
cause I was told that we need to pray ..
swt,I got nervous ..so I kinda take a peek to look at how they pray then I just follow
so embarrasing

I've made quite some new friends there..friendly yet nice
I'm the youngest== they are quite caring..they take care of me la..haha
didn't talk much..cause I'm scared of talking to someone I just met mainly
we're making peanut biscuits since chinese new years are reaching
they said it's for the poor and unfortunate people
I had fun..for sure

hope to go there again...
Vion -next time sure will bring you

2010-01-09T04:08:00.000-08:00

Confidence is a must
Cockiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush...

I need a hot body....
like Tyra..!!!

a night at dream!!
not likin'
can't breath in the smoky place
omg,there's a girl that take drugs...aiks
feel sorry for you ...

sittin down around the corner ,that's what I do...
thus ,feeling not well + gastric
If you want me to drink ,dance ,or smoke or whatever to do..
I'm sorry,NO can do..

ps.tell me properlly next time where to go please

happy birthday to you btw....

and hope you're really not mad

2010-01-01T02:25:00.000-08:00

Bye 9 HI 10

this make me kinda pissed
suppose to go out with you!!!
but then..haiz

been waiting for this day to come ...disappointed na T.T

hmm...

with mumu?
decided to meet vion at auto city,
at the last , no car..
stupid bro fetch his gf and his friends but not me

i give up...
make me out of mood

End up,watching PPS at home
luckilyy that show updated quite fast
finish my show,went to bed ..
lay down for long,yet I still can't sleep
listening next door shouting 5,4,3,2,1
then there's somewhere else too
shit ,apa ni...

ha..get a message from you
really lucky that I can't sleep
you came
hehe

while waiting for you,I really saw meteor
but just one
oh god,this is the first time in my life I saw a meteor
so beautiful
thanks thanks thanks thanks to youuuuuuuuuu~~~

LOVE

well,2009 over.here come 2010 kinda hate this year,cause we'll be graduating this year and it will be a nightmare for us.exam waiting for us at the end of the year.some of them gonna leave us,miss them..Rickho change school,but lucky she's near to me..haha

some will be going for national service
tomorrow will be the date. hmm~.~
hope to see you guys tonight

New damn year,same life?! I ,me will change it...throw away my lazyness,keep away my tears,away from you?! no way, I don't want that... yup, crave for the best^^

school's reopening soon..two days left to leave my relaxation.I always hated the fitst day at school,so effing boring and waste my time doing nothing.argghh,I'm scared of my hair ..please don't cut my hair..I'm sure I wanna try to bluff that I'm dancing ,that I need to keep my hair long..don't know will it works or not. Gonna see faces of those monster...aiks// January ,will not delay my undang test again..I want my car lisencse,so that I can go out.hiak hiak@@although sometimes i would drive out without lisencse, yet safer if I get it...

nothing more to say,just hope this new year will be different

wish ya'll happy happy new year...

god bless

ps.you lie,I walk..no complains

2009-12-27T03:36:00.000-08:00

just finish 下一站，幸福episode 13
so much emotion ..burps
ahhh.....

effing PPS why so damn slow..faster la~~
i can't wait to know what happen next T.T

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insomnia lately
somehow I wish I could just disappear
or lost my memory

my brains gonna blow!!!

thoughts
sometimes tears just fall on its way
unstoppable

I'm really tired of it

2009-12-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

had our lunch at jawi..
the usual
my bro's gf tagged along
after that went to pacific for movies...so many people,cause of the stupid sale
kena touch ==f*k you!!!!!f*k you!!!f*k you!!!

movie's with mummy
first time...lol
ishhh,my seat got cockroach==
lucky I didn't scream out loud..
tak mempersiasuikan diri ...
because of the cockroach,I have to sit up straight,cant lean against the chair...

had pizza for our dinner...
full yet...

my bro
shit hairstyle ..lol

my sis my bro gf don't want to take photo
so i took both of them

so damn full..
more to go....
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hug hugtoo dark here brighter here

lame

gurney for eve
saw junior there...^^

this two bitch and jerk is vion and wei
kekexx

this will be xuan and bii...for the last,yumiiki with winson

hiak hiak

this year xmas not as entertaining as last year thou

bored><
no programmes T.T

but ,luckily got you

2009-12-21T04:37:00.000-08:00

(Celine dion-It's all coming back to me)

love this song since I was a kid
totally love the MV too
listening it
repeat n repeat non stop

grrrrrrrrr~~!!
im so pissed
went out yesterday with my sis and my old friends(kar yan)+ cola
this is the first time i met cola
bumped into huixin and sooyee too
we took so many pictures ,but i accidentally format my camera memory card
no more pics T.T
hmm....
dont care about it

went to raja uda for tom yam mee
my sis said that it's not that spicy
but it burns my mouth always
love it btw^^

IN
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C n K heels from my mama
new camera from daddy,
daddy say learn more skills...bla bla bla
I need more

fuckin' embarrasing things happened
ishh!!!!

2009-12-18T01:22:00.000-08:00

hmm...this girl here
shocked~

happy Xmas' yo~

espacially to the H

hohoho

christmas with the damn duck

peace for christmas

pre Xmas' celebration with those jesus thing ...

my taman,someone's house

this lil boy in the pic is Ivan ,haha..just met him there,so cute

it's me and xiu san

I got the hat,he don't haha
vion and hao...making the "love" ,...
this is while someone telling stories...but no one listens...
after some story telling

games

this is time for the santa ..no idea what is it..like many people sing,dance....duh

santa claus running

me how and vion
group pic

me and vion na^^my hat can stand ...impressive???
dang dang@@

what a coincidence..yiting came to my taman..few blocks to my house for wedding

we went to find her
how and yiting

her first time for feels...

this buffet..for ther wedding

2009-12-15T18:28:00.000-08:00

lostworld with schoolmates...
many people didn't show up
f*k
we need to pay more money ...

cry T.T
sunburn

broke three nails

the boys made some new friends ,for sure..girls
we girls just look at them==
i'm totally attracted to one girl there..so damn pretty..
her skin are so fair.face with two red cheek
water splashing ...

drank the water ,yuck man

pics after leavin
not ready yet
don't know where are some of them went to
some of them( couples)
so , we'll not wait

1,2,3 say cheese

some of them will not continue their studies next year

so we'll miss them^^

miss you so much

2009-12-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

besties shervayn perhaps?!

she's taking photo..but i kacau xD

the small doggie more nice nah..
by her...being serious to online
didn't doll myself up..so it would be funny for my face
lazy for make up...
told her don't snap,don't snap ....but she won't listen== snap back@@
won't forget to order our fav'....her sis with her

tell her something..and she keep on taking pics...

we just can't stop chit-chat...

"keng sam si "

ok?ok? ok.....
her sis with mua.. don't touch lar...yo~~~

saw something funny

let me introduce my new hubby-his name is handsome

this chick here will be my hubby's third wife

let's fight....!!!

wuu~can't see my eyes T.T

luckily no security guards around

great day with her..

2009-12-08T06:37:00.000-08:00

went to auto city last saturday with amanda
not to see the concert ,but to shop for clothes and eat

we arrived so early , nothing to do so we search for food

hugry~

we ate at seoul garden..i don't like it...^^

there's phone fair,lousy phone=

started to walk around,met many friends there

me, amanda ,ayu and the small one,ice cream

more pics,but lazy to upload

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flew to Sabah for my cousin's wedding

on the plane fin preparing,nothing to do ,so we took some pics

chloe,my sis,me,daniel and keisha.. my cousin aka the bride with mefrom the left,chris,my aunt ,pauline,my sis and me all realatives

the girlsthis is for the bridegroom

yucks

chloe lu
keisha lu
daniel and keisha
haha...

they three are very naughty,
they ran here and there,sweats alot

quite tiring,cause keisha always need someone to carry her

my lovely family

get this pic from teresa's (cousin)
from the left i don't know who is that,teresa,nancy sit and connie
heard my uncle said that nancy comes to sabah often
but never a chance to meet her...
hope to see her next time

~more pics yet~

planning on going to taiwan during chinese new year?!
who the hell want to go when there's ang pao to take...
lol

ps.cant't wait for zuzu's and connie's wedding@@

2009-12-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

swt

happy birthday to my big bro

happy birthday to junxian too~
haha

amanda's birthday tomorrow^^

cousin's wedding around the corner
yippie^^

It was a clear summer day
when I saw the tears on your face
I knew that our time was up on us

Our moment of end was so fast
but the kiss of goodbye always lasts
not even time could fade it away

Even though you are no longer here
there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust

Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love

I'm holding the warmth of your lips
it feels like the time we first kissed
when all of the stars lined up for us

but like the wind you said goodbye
and left me alone here to cry
we shouldn't have gone our separate ways

Even though you are no longer here
there is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust

Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love

Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late
I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love

i know how you feel

2009-11-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

outing with my family

good luck in your singing competition Rickho^^

for sure i'm not pretty,I admit

I'm stupid as well^^

no offence

and for sure you can say whatever you want,

please make a prove for what you meant

what fucker,what prostitute,if you really know me,you should know how a person I am..

publish it in the newspaper if you want to

if you don't like me,it's ok for me for you to leave my blog

MY blog,so I can do whatever I want

I don't really give a damn

make a reasonable reason for why you hate me

2009-11-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

saying people ugly,doesn't make you any prettier
saying people dumb,doesn't make you any clever
saying people bad won't change anything of them

too bored with your own life ?
having fun?find it funny?
or making people notice that you exist?

think about how people feel....
respect please

2009-11-12T19:28:00.000-08:00

DANESSE here

my uncle from Kl came to pay a visit ...
for the time he arrived ,there was me and my maid at home...
im like getting so nervous ,what to do...what to do..
give up,i'll just chat with him for awhile
you know my english is worse ,so i maybe not dare to chat with him much
i ran upstairs to online,let him watch TV...ahah
my mom came back, and said...let's have dinner outside
went to have seafood instead
while eating,uncle always ask about what am i gonna do after graduate..omg
erm..i'll just say what i have to say and quickly end this conversation...and lets eat ,ok?!
then mummy says no more cinglish...mind to learn proper english ...
okok><

wish the H happy @@

2009-11-10T04:17:00.000-08:00

boring days~
schools like jail now..
on9 till sien,slp till headache,ntg more to babble....==
it's so lame...
I think i should just stay at home till the school have any programmes....
this year drama suck's !!

due to the weather ??!
my sickness arrived!!swt
fever,cough, 'bless u'>< hate med! eww~!

surprises for you... hope my bro help's me with it..
pray to stop raining the whole day at Aus,southbank
crave for my Playboy T ,but my bro didn't find any there
so sad

been thinking alot lately..
wrong once,twice..how many times more??
don't say you love me when you're lonely
i can bear for now but not for long..
just not to wrack!!i'll bear!

for love
I chose to trust ..not to give up of disappointment

2009-11-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

my sis came back from pg for couple days
toffie came back too..haha
nothing special, less outing these days..
arrrggggghhhh~!
so bored
who wanna hang?
i so wanna travel now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

swt==

dont know why,somehow my back pain like hell
cried ==
gonna have a massage or what with lin them
so scared
appointment this thurs
pray for it to heal fast

photoshoot again==
for friends

btw,all the best to me friends who are taking SPM
and to those taking part in the drama's

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what pose is this?!

so fat! so fat! im so fat!
diet plan?!??
1.?
2.??
3.???

have my time with you ....@@

cant stand it anymore ,back really pain !
help me mummy T.T

clothes

2009-11-03T04:18:00.000-08:00

check out this link ^^
Vanity- a boutique that was open beside fame
nice clothes will be updated

http://dressingroom-online.blogspot.com/

2009-10-31T23:21:00.000-07:00

this is the first time i ate muscels
everytime there's muscels,i don't even touched it
cuz it really yucks me,and it looks ugly..
i don't even dare to eat things out of shell like snail
but then i dared to tried it,pretty good yo...^^

it's halloweeen
babe,halloween's like nothing foe me
didn't celebrate it before
wearing kinds of costumes , a scary make up
bet it'll be very fun har?!
lol...
went to auto city yesterday with amanda
bump into many friends
there's rachel,komito,anna,pretty von ,sky ,ayumi and many larh
swt
car show happening
ah beh took part
his car like wow man,i like..@@
the bling the leather many things amazed me
wish you luck thou

went to dream after that
ha,we had a great time
many ppl's drunk
omg==and i hurt my toe from the drunk
issssshhh!!!
love when you're so caring...ya,i mean u
and i bet you guys have a great time too ,right?!
blaaaaaaaaa.....
nothing for me to say d...==lame
++ my bro's coming back on the 15th
woohooo

happy halloween everyone

2009-10-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

how i feel now

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playing with my webcam
bored T.T
waitin for him~
movie's @@v
(LAW ABINING CITIZEN)if its not wrong...

smiley^^sad enuf?
angryannoyed silly bitch smile running nose,swt==I love you

2009-10-25T19:11:00.000-07:00

ANTI posers

J miss the H

2009-10-24T18:50:00.000-07:00

shout! shout! shout!

Bico's birthday party...@@
transprot problem
phhhhhheeeeeewwwwwww~~everything solve
headed to her house,welcomed by her cute poodle

the me and the vion admiring her doll
hmm,not bad~
big eyes,nice hair,nice skin colour,hot body shape...
totally what i wish forvion,Bico, meeeeeeeeeeeeee ignore the uglyness,admire the happiness

after that ,city box is where we hang that night
finally heard xiang lin sings...
we have fun
open my bag,take out my phone...
it went toot toot toot toot...a msg from him@
went to find him
omg,he's drunk
oh god,what to do .what to do.?!
nothing to do
no more details....swt

so damn tired ~!!!!!!!!!!
arrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhh
back pain like hell
off to bed now..bye

2009-10-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

amazing-6 years old Connie Talbot
love her so much
she's a cute lil girl
she've been on Oprah's ,n many singing competition
i can say ,she rocks!
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name-shervayn
suddenly miss her much

know her since primary@@
she moved to taiping,cuz of her father...haiz
hope to see her soon

the old days
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btw,anyone knows whr to learn spanish in penang?

2009-10-22T05:54:00.000-07:00

sat programmes....
mummy's not home,going to Lumut for her activities...

bico's birthday party-night
house,buffet

zai zai birthday party-midnight
dream

so many people birthday
@@

smoochessssssssssssssssssss to them ...happy birthday to you all

apparently miss skating~
who want to go??
tell me~~~~~~~

2009-10-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

SHORT POST

went for Pizza with him at auto city
splendid@@
but hey,am i really that fat>?!<

havent been watching movie's for weeks or months?!
headed to Jusco for movie's
sorority rows,yuck but not horror enough
damn cold inside the cinema
shivvvvvvv~~~~

its wonderful to have him acc,haha
PS.I miss you

gotta lose weight,keep ffffffffffffffffiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttt

2009-10-17T19:18:00.000-07:00

i want to change my lousy phone
BLACkBERRY in my mind~
wait for it

frens birthday at paradise
had steamboat
nothing to do,headed to hard rock
the first time@@

this car attracted me...damn love it
walls that said 'welcome back my friend.the show that never ends'

going again this sat...

2009-10-13T04:47:00.000-07:00

stress out
smiling on the outside,crying in the inside
everytime
why do you think i always ignore?walk away for?

miss them~
baby keisha's birthday-over

thing's ain't going well lately,
I need LUCK,hell yea
i really need it

2009-10-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

I'm totally numb!

for what I saw,what I heard...
I got no trust ,no explanation to be made

you gave up...
I accept as unavoidable
altough this is not what I wanted
But if loving me is such agony
I would rather you ,freedom back
I'm not stupid for the act I'm being
cause your happiness, your love are something that I always wanted for

tears that falls currently
ain't stopping me for loving you
confess nothing ,just shut up!!
live your life

if this is what you want,for your happiness,I'll leave for sure

~CONGRATS~

to pretty mu for his car license

2009-10-11T09:59:00.000-07:00

happy belated birthday to you,Mr.kai hao@@

went BUkit merAH with winson and friends
wei car rosak
wait wait wait
back
chiao to b.MERAH
see you next time

headed to the birthday boy's house
bbq,after that cake's out

friendship is everything,don't spoilt it for just a small prob

peace

its worst without you

2009-10-08T04:27:00.000-07:00

went to yi tong's and hao's home for what fuction
something religious going on

owner of the house,she's a pretty hollymama

yitong ,vion, mua

everyone's singing
halelujah~buffet ~ever seen me short hair before?
surprise~!boooo
we sang after dinner~
damn high when it comes to karaoke@@

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cute dog

TOFFIE ah TOFFIE
learn something new la~
you outdate d neh@@

considering on 4k per month modelling job?

lesson's provided ++contract too..
my answer?!

goshhhhhhh~!shut down my brain...no mood to think

exam , you really scare me off

2009-10-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

~scary exam~

pity for those PMR and SPM student
so many paper to take
><
fuckin mua too..not taking PMR or SPM or UEC
just normal monthly exam
result still like shit
wanna change~
but don't deduct my marks la~teacher .......T.T
I didn't do homework so I get a repay form them teacher?!! yaya!! oh,shit
haiz
I will change~I will~

=see how lo=

2009-10-06T02:01:00.000-07:00

the bitch that says 'oMg ,I'M ugly '

the chio-ness of her hair upcoming programmes==

????????????

shocking news

having sex's in the school?
==
form 2 saja wor?!
true or false?
kepo me still finding out~~

2009-10-06T01:12:00.000-07:00

FAME hair comp

before the competition~
went to prangin

arrived at FAME for the preparations..
nothing for me to do,CAMWHORED
damn damn damn regret for not changing my outfit
mua with the who..got no idea what her name is
she's damn funny + cute
mua with Jino's model=ICE-CREAM

mua with Jino's gf,qing qing

started with the hair cutting comp

next is ,i don't know what the hell it called
the models
Beautility Jason's model hiao hiao ah ping with Jason's model
don't know where his model went to..==
third is the fantasy theme
this bird or something won the first prize

ice creamJino's won a Ravishing prize
ah Ping got nothing
Jason won the first prize too
applause><

2009-10-04T17:18:00.000-07:00

seldom update due to pc prob..

will update soon

stay tuned

2009-09-18T10:00:00.000-07:00

auto city again
winter warmer for dinner

random before going

amanda's friend came to my house to pick me up
here we go then'
the usual that i always ordered
went to ME
bought two dress
one is this
one is a simple nice white dress
i like the back~@@

end

2009-09-15T05:20:00.000-07:00

TOFFIE's random pic

2009-09-13T05:33:00.000-07:00

the ugly mua

went to school ,cooking competition's happening in our society
we prepared lots of stuff,actually is Vion who prepare those
100% confidence ..though we could win the comp,but we ended up by winning the third place
cheer everyone..nvm

went to pacific after that .
sing at VSPOT
watch on Fri

watched ORPHAN then

quite nice yo~
i got to admit that Esther is good in hiding something...haha
cool man..
i kinda like it

for the night
mumu and his friend fetched Vion and Amanda first then came to my house
ate McD satisfying my stomach
head to DREAM
quite few people there for that day
but after 12++ many party people came
as usual dance,drink ...flirt xD
pretty girl Amantha came along
Nick's said that the police's coming,some of us just went out for a while .incase something happens
back inside after everything's fine
saw zf and his friend's..haha

ate hokkien mee at bek kong zheng ,BM==
than just back home
tired~

2009-09-10T07:16:00.000-07:00

hehe @@
belgium choc from Ms.Doreen~
actually is for stupid lin
but wth....nice ^^
tnx lak!

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once again,gossiping ain't nice !
what are you?too lame?
you make her depressed...
f*k you

2009-09-07T07:36:00.000-07:00

THE VALENTINO
the last emporer

his puppies

DAMN,his a great designer ..
love his design ,his works damn much
adore's him..like a god ><>

but now,his retiring
forever Valentino's

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tnx to Rickho
for your gift from HK
cute^^

short post

2009-09-06T06:04:00.002-07:00

yesterday went to NT after school
went to NT to find Vion's bf,he just came back from NS
happy Vion,thought to give him a surprise.but he came back earlier than we reached there
but nevermind...><

It's Jerry's birthday too we all went to Dream for celebrating it
damn many people...
bump into Nick,the bully that always bully me.
he pinched my cheek when he see me swt him,it kinda hurts too
then Nick bring us into Dream .
he told them I was his date..
faint to hear that.thanks for helping me ,by the way
we started to drink .
zf them came in then he stand right behind me..haha^^ /clap
dance a while ,drank ~chit chat with some other friends
something happen
f*k just when I turn around,there's that girl standing beside you
grrr~
kinda jealous when I saw him with you , angry and sad too
haiz ~bear for it.bear for it.
notice that half of the people went out Dream curious,there's a fight ..cheh
me and Vion then went to old town to have a drinks i had coffee,damn..it makes me unwell .
coffee after beer~swt
after that we went into Dream again
Lalo kissed with a girl==alomak

few minutes later,turn around and saw that girl with you again
f*k
got pissed and just walk out Dream alone sitting outside to cry and try to calm myself Vion and her bf came to find me ,sorry guys..for letting you guys worried
went in again,saw you came out with her. you talked to me,asking me something,but I ignored and just walk in
then some guys came to make friends,please la....geli nia.

seeing her always following you ,man,what I can do

sad part,she follows you all the time! she likes you !
happy part,you're looking after me when we're in the club I just squat down then you came and ask me what's wrong^^ other people talks to me,you get angry and came to my side@@
really happy for what you did.

after Dream some of them went to penang for overnight with Jerry the birthday boy you went too..hmm we just went home to have our sleep

I apologize to you for treating you that way
I've been thinking and I thought that I'm really over reacted!
sorry to you ,ZF

2009-08-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

missing you like hell~
your hug means alot to me..It brings back alot
the last kiss we got?
don't forget about me,don't forget about us

babe..I love you

old songs-

this song makes me think of you

2009-08-30T02:14:00.000-07:00

went to FAME 7/24 for hair competition
there's two catergories
the first ,we got 14 groups,and we're the 14th
haha
congrats to Jino,my hair stylist from beautility
went in to final..^^
will be held on 9/24
same place
went to FAME that day met many ppl
Tace, Sally,maiko Fun and her gf..many MAX STYLE hair stylist and bla bla bla apologize for the blur~the judges checking around other contestants

after the comp ended ,went out with my sis and jie fu ,along with some other friends till the next day.fun time@@

THE WEIRD COLOR

went out with my family for my lil sis bday yday
the 29th of august
went to have pizza,and then shopping
my sis bought alot of things ,her shopping spree said my mum
swt
i did't bought anything,nothing nice ..chew~
after that went to Auto city with ck and water
ck participated in the singing competition
unlucky,didn't get into final
swt==no worries
good luck ^^
went to Dream after that,saw someone..
he is like beh syok
but what can i do,i'm not the one who want to go to Dream
f*ck
bump into Candy,drank with her,dance with her
she's going to KL for work tomorrow,means today
gonna miss her
tired,out till the next morning again
hiak hiak@@
more pics yet~~

2009-08-08T09:19:00.000-07:00

damn long didn't update ma blog~
went to a course about beauty and health by Amway ,top five branded product in the world
woo~
cuz of my friend can't fetch me,a good friend of mine called his friend to fetch me
guess what,his friend just stay near me.
just a few houses next door
new, friend,clarice@@
shy that time,she drove a Mercedes Benz ,sports kind.it's wow
we chit chated in her car.very nice to have her as a friend.taught me alot and bla bla bla
reached,met jevon ,yuan qi,qun jia,pretty michell and her bro
michell bro washed my face for me..swt><
listened so much,support their products,Artistry.
have fun there~
ate loh mee and hokkien mee opposite CTY after that

tired of the sports day.. took part in the 'tiao gao' don't know what it call in english and 4/100 race
the results is that i got sec for 'tiao gao' first runner up -103 or 105,forgotten d
mua,second runner up 107 due to some prob,i got sec.. but whatever got second in the 4/100 too,not really satisfied! there's a marching competition too every class have to participate sigh,our class suck's like shit no cooperation, no energy, and noisy .. suck! suck! suck! plus/ i have no voice d...due to the screaming this whole week quite fun@@ love it,we don't have to study after everything ended,every results came out
gosh,too high in the hall today.the headmaster don't even have any idea to control us lmao^^ after school today,terus sleep till the buzzer of my phone started.
it's vion,said that they gonna reach my house at about five then get a call from stupid lin,say gonna fetch me now.
swt
,didn't even get ready or bath quickly bath and choose my clothes~
done,but waited them till very long only they came. hungry on the way to Gurney.
we decided to buy some food from Mcd.
then just get to Gurney. walked around ,bought some stuff bought a dress at Ponariod,love it we watched that funny cantonese movie,don't know what it called d.
it's really hillarious...hah after that went to the jail restaurant .

the menu,liked the design
the drinks that i ordered!vomit.
alcohal more than juiceour room it's me the blogger with Mr.skeleton the washroom sign.haha
mua,lin,vion tired

end-1.20

2009-07-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

my fren came..ouch
pain like hell
damn it
went to auto city at night
with that siao cha bo vion
no mood for dressing up we had our dinner at sushi king...miss itboo~~~~~after dinner,when for a walk
walked to 'me' ..
tested a white shirt,nice~
><>
went home early,cuz we got ntg to do
lol

i'm curious of one thing
why everytime ,she's like need to be there ?
god damn it,i started hated it!
people's realationship do concern bout u?
fuck off please
go get a life!!

2009-07-24T03:42:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU,this word meant to me alot

2009-07-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

don't say you love me,you're cheating your own
everytime i think about you,there's something i don't wish to think about always popped out my mind...
it's you and her..
everytime looking at those pic of you and her...you kissed her
and it makes me hate? cry?
you sms me,you chat with me..this petty things makes me happy
but why do you always left just like that?
you make me no more confidence, no more trust , no more love.
why do I still love you?
Why do I still care bout you?
I love you because I cares about you...
I miss you because I cares about you..
I reticent,because I can't do anything ...
I won't pretend to be miserable
choices are your's ,I'm not forcing you to fall for me

wishing you to come back ..that's all I want.but I won't force you to

ends-11.03

stress

2009-07-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

homework...
artwork...
frustrated about those things..
goshh!!!

modelling this wednesday at pg...
after school gok..
but for god sake I don't know where is it ..alomak

stop dancing??
arghh
tired....

seriously,who knows how to lose weight fast?

2009-07-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

My bro's going back to Aus Monday afternoon
so ,pap's n mi decide to have lunch and dinner together
for lunch we just have it a near by restaurant for seafood..
i like the fish there,damn nice

after that..

we had dinner at penang , a Thai restaurant opposite 'pu ti school'
went for steamboat
we arrived,the first things we do is go to the toilet...
camwhored><jess,bro's gf,bro ,sis

jess with lun jie fu it's lamb..they gonna snatch my orange~jess with crystal sis lun jie fu with jess farewell to my bro
hope that you don't forget my PLAYBOY t and stuff

ends-10.28

2009-07-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

silly faces

i'm shy?

i'm rude?

i'm annoying?

i'm lame?

ain't pretty
ain't cute
ain't clever
I AIN'T PERFECT ,
WHAT'S THE BIG?

♥TAG

i msg you
askes you wether you're going out or not
you are..
you don't let me go out with you
too many boys?
you said to me girls don't always go out
swt..
haiz,but i just want to go out with you

2009-07-17T06:52:00.001-07:00

damn pek chek today
went to just english got 'shoot' by damn ,dong han
lol..xia suiT.T
i admit i'm small gas..
I'm stupid,so what?!
cried for the truth
pretend ,bare, OVER

went to sunway to watch movie with my bro and the gf ,followed with some friends
nice movie,but damn long==
someone's baby very noisy in the cinema..isshhhh!damn cold inside too
>

cute@@

I'm like invisible to you all...
you'd see me when you need me.
when you don't ,you all just don't notice me
what am i?

everytime,everyday thinking about you...
hope to listen about you...
but everything i see ,i hear,it ain't what i want

2009-07-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

lame days,
fat me
dry weather...

nothing happens in the class untill a BEE ,big BEE came into our class
always flying up on top of me and vion's head
damn ...we shout and cover ourself for not getting bit
woooshhhh~!Alex's afraid of it too
muahhaha
funny la,he change his place then.
today not bad,always laugh@@
studying till half ,suddenly get a message from tace
his friend asked me to be her mod..lol
gonna keep fit again...for the photoshoot==
one prob.how to lose weight fast by not stop eatting,less exercise,not eating drugs...and bla bla bla
how???????
after school, went to jusco with vion
bought a lot of stuff~not enough~~!!
but lack of energy...
swt, tomorrow going to watch HARRY POTTER at sunway with classmates
and my bro with the gf..so I'm kinda lighbulb to them??
haiz,damn you're really annoying!(HANSSON)
avoided you,you phoned me by using others phone num..
GO GET A LIFE!!

why people always asking me wether i got a bf or not?
does these concern you all!
fuck
what if i have one!
and what if I don't have one?
enough is enough
stop bugging me...pissed

2009-07-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

something i hate about you
you suck's!
always talking about people and just say bad things about them...
what are you thinking?!aren't you stress ? I know I am ,for listening it..Don't know how it hurts someone?altough us friends...
or you really think you're better?
god damn it!!your jokes ain't funny at all.it's damn irritating
fark off~!
next time ,think twice before you open your mouth!respect please...

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totally in love with this dress..

BUT,

jesus christ!lots of muffin top coming out
really need to control myself for not eating so much
but,how can?damn hard..><>

2009-07-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life’s worth a thousand skies
You’re the simplest love I’ve known
And the purest one I’ll own
Know you’ll never be alone

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And 'cause of you
I don’t have to wonder why
Baby you
There’s no more just getting by
You’re the reason I feel so alive.

Though these words I sing are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile?
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground

I will soothe you if you fall
I’l be right there if you call
You’re my greatest love of all

you are the reason I could fly
and 'cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
My baby you
there's no more just getting by
'cause you're the reason I feel so alive
Arianna I feel so alive

I miss you much

2009-07-08T04:22:00.000-07:00

this days went out till very late,can't even get enough of my beauty sleep.
worse,zits started to grow...ewww
stress,pressure,MOODY~
about NS ,what to do?
i don't want to go la...issshhh~!
why don't they just kill me
is there someone out there who got NS,but didn't go ??
help me.....

IT'S mua...me and my big sis(old pic)me and my younger sis(old pic)my love??

ain't showing no pic>< wou~this H1N1 thing is getting worse!
friend's of friends got it..so scary
need to stay in the hospital
think of negative way,hope we get holidays from the school.the positive way, hope she's not serious.
don't spread to me...arrrghhh~(run for your life)
just joking><>

ends-7.55

2009-07-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

I'm not as tough as you think I am
I'm not as clever as you think that I can figure everything out by myself
sometimes your hot to me ,sometimes you treat me as cold as you can
I'm crushed!I'm hurt!
What am I to you?A god damn pathetic fool?

Give up on you? I won't !
Stop loving you? I wont't!
Find a new realationship? I won't!
Stop thinking about you? I won't!

I won't and wouldn't want to give up on you
because I LOVE YOU

2009-07-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

2009-07-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

the first time i went to pasar malam..swt><>my bro with her gf n my sis
after pasar malam,we took a walk in our taman this puppy follow us when we walk pass by its house..cute@@tired d~
aikssss.....miss you

2009-07-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

today only got chance to watch this movie
many people say nice...blehhhhhh
lame movie ...comedy more than horror!!
swt><
damn nice movie....
haha
crazy@@
MADEA you rocks!!!
damn love you
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foam party IN da club

foamalicious

Foam Party At Energy Night Club

2009-07-03T07:24:00.000-07:00

freedom..sleepy...bored!
that's what we get today.don't know why lately felt so sleepy..
-------------------------------------
I know I'm not pretty!
ain't sexy!
ain't rich !
ain't ......!
bla bla bla
but i hope to not get LOVE from you just looking my 'outside'
i wish you could love me for who I really am
scared of this,scared of that..
makes me confusing,makes me scared of doing everything
GOD,please get me out of those things

amen..

2009-07-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

got shocked!
yi tong's laptop lost d...
why does she always lost her things??swt><
she put it in school,she said she forget the laptop .so she didn't take it home.
what if she told her mum and got scold ?oucchhh@@
our school gave us a mask to protect ourself from H1N1 ..s wt
the cheap kind,haha.we all wore it the whole time.makes us feel hot !but it's kinda fun with it
NEWS-i kena NS...f*k ..

hey~it's me....swt><shh//stupid lin at the back vion with me yiting and me us three..swt
vion,yiting,me

really confuse about everything..
why you find me,i replied you, and the sec time i find you , you just ignore it
you left just like that..
you know what?you really controlled my feelings
i'm totally hurt!really depressed...

2009-07-01T11:18:00.000-07:00

stress days
yday nite went out with my family
long time didn't went out together already,miss this feel
cheh,went to beside new world park geh starview restaurant to eat only
booooooooooooooooo~
so many dishes that my dad orders
eat till damn full(can't walk)

me n my siscuri tangkap @@

you think you can win ?boo~think againeveryone stop talking,i started taking pic of me@@yea meburp//

me ,younger sis,older sis
why do i look older than my sis?cry
today gotto acc my bro to send my dad to the airport again
by car?oh shit
i bluff vion that i went there for shopping..
didn't know that she fall for it
lmao@@
vion,don't be crazy d...ok??
who goes to KL just for shopping and back so fast?
just few hours only how to shop!!
daddy went to Europe for business,wish daddy won't get sick or what...bless you
came back home already midnight..
flu coming..what else?

...thinking about you...

2009-06-29T02:54:00.000-07:00

me ,ting n Ms.emerson went to pg on Sunday
haha
we went to queensbay
reached thr already noon,so DAMN hungry
we then went to 龙的传人 for lunch

nice...mua

Ms.VionMs .emersonfull~

ate for hundred something nia
not bad la
shoppping time..
bought many stuff's
bought many foods too
swt
always eat n eat n eat only
satisfied..
(boring)
while wating for the bus,i found out my handphone is lost
damn it!get nervous
quickly run up stairs to find it
luckily at the skate ring there,the workers kept it
phiew~
time for prangin, went there to buy roti papa only
then we decided to go to batu .ferringhi
took buses from prangin
gosh!wth with the bus stand!
so damn dirty and yuck~~~~!!vomit
the bus too
wish to reach bt.ferringhi as soon as possible

when we reached there,just get off the bus notlong ago
an indian old man call us with no respect from the other side of the road
we got shocked,and stopped while...two malay child ask us to run
we then listen to those two and quikly ran to the beach
that pshyco indian man chase after us non stop
gosh~~~~~~~
tired of running, luckily we saw many people at the beach d..
thank god!we're save,but he still walk towards our direction
fuck you!!!!!!

Me N Ms.emerson

Vion n me Vion n Ms.emerson Having a fun time on the horse us three with Happy the horse

ENDS

对你说的话，我鼓起很大的勇气
可你把它当笑话了
你觉得好笑，可我受伤了
不是我不想回你，而是我没勇气再跟你说话了

在想着。。这是不是你拒绝的方式？
爱你爱得不懂怎么放弃
你却当作没事
是我想太多还是你。。残忍？

作为女朋友的20个守则

１．不要经常去试探男人，更不要以分手做为威胁，当你经常给他这种心理暗示，他的潜意识就会
做好分手的打算。
　　２．不要因为男人爱你就无限制的扩张自己的权利，不要干涉他的理想、信仰和追求，不要自
以为你比男人看的更远，他一定有些特质是你所不了解的。
　　３．不要经常迟到，不要以为男人爱你他就应该有无限的耐心，一个人的耐心是有限度的，耐
心消磨完了，就该消磨爱。
　　４．不要信奉这句话“你爱我，你就应该知道我想什么”，这完全是一句鬼话，没有人会完全
知道对方想什么。由于男人没有及时了解到你的想法，而得出男人不爱你的结论是非常愚蠢的。
　　５．不要经常叫男人陪你逛街，没有几个男人真正的喜欢逛街，强迫的最终结局就是反抗。
　　６．男人在热恋时为女孩子做的事情，不要指望他在以后的生活中一直持续下去，聪明的女孩
子通常都会打五折。
　　７．不要因为他是你最亲近的人，就可以向他倾诉一切，你的不幸、痛苦、委屈和牢骚都给
他，将他做一个出气口，男人不是废品收购站，当他确认他无法改变你的时候，他就只有逃离。
　　８．不要去试图改变男人，不要想着他会在你的调教下成为你理想中优秀的男人，去适应他比
要改变他来的明智。
　　９．不要对自己的魅力过分自信，没有几个男人会永久的承受出尔反尔，没有几个男人可以招
之即来挥之即去，除非，这个男人爱你别有动机。
　　１０．不要抓住男人的一次错误不放，并在每次争吵时喋喋不休的引用，没有任何一个男人喜
欢这样的女人。
　　１１．不要用这样的思路来指导你们的爱情——在男人的言行中寻找他不爱你的证据。男人不
能每时每刻将精力放在女人身上，他不可能注意到女人的每次暗示和不快。当你用放大镜来寻找灰
尘的时候，总会找的到，这样做，只是在指导男人，告诉他如何不爱你。
　　１２．男人在思考的时候，尽量不要打扰他，他有时也需要独处的快乐，那并不证明他不爱
你。
　　１３．男人和你再亲密，也不要随便伤害他的自尊，不论是在别人面前还是独处，伤害就是伤
害，不论他是否爱你。
　　１４．不要为男人过去的感情吃醋，也不要强迫男人告诉你，你比他以前任何一个女友都好，
事实就是事实，如果他违心的说你好，他反而会记住另一个事实。
　　１５．不要把自己的男人和别的男人比较，不要说他不如别人浪漫、不如别人体贴，每一个人
都是特殊的，爱的方式也不同，经常这样说会使爱成为一种心理负担。
　　１６．永远在男人面前保持一点神秘感，不要将自己的一切都百分之百的袒露给男人，一个人
吃的太饱是会厌恨食物的，而不会感激。
　　１７．不要指望用性来获得男人，这是捕获男人最不牢靠的方式，因为爱情与肉体无关。
　　１８．爱情是一个磁场，而不是一个绳子，捆着他，不如吸引他。一个绳子会让男人有挣脱的
欲望，而一个磁场却能给男人自由的假相，和一个永恒的诱惑。
　　１９．不要指望一个男人无条件、像个奴隶一样的爱上你（那样的男人也不值得去爱）。你要
在爱情中充当一个至高无上的女皇，最终你会发现，你将跌的很惨。
　　２０．请衡量一下，如果你们的爱情是你享受了更多的权利，而对方要尽更多的义务，那你就
要试着改变，爱情也适合经济学的规律，形成互赢的局面才会持久。

tnx yiting

2009-06-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

sien~
friday nite went out with siao kia for movie in pcf
TRANSFORMER~so long ,but its a nice movie
haha
after tat went to 'wai sek kai'bought TIP TOP freid chicken
nice~
thn go .... hahaha
home*

morning get up so early,my mum's like my alarm clock,so damn noisy
hehe
afternoon went to pcf
ntg to do thr..
just eat n eat n walk

bored in the damn car

haha...shhhh~

with my stupid bro
he say himself lengzai wor~
vomit

god damn my heart felt pain the whole day
don't know what's wrong with me..
cry~
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my words to you

BY2-DON'T GO AWAY

Looking through your eyes
there’s nothing to hide
And you’re no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?

Can’t stop the tears from fallin’
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin’

Don’t Don’t Go Away
Baby, don’t you know, I miss you so.
Don’t Don’t Go Away,
I’ve never been on my own before.

Wooh…. Oh….
Can’t you hear me just take me with you
So don’t don’t go away

Don’t Don’t Go Away,
Baby, don’t you know, I miss you so.
Don’t Don’t Go Away,
I’ve never been on my own before.
So won’t you feel my heartbeat once more

你还是走了
我有点不舍
该说点什么
我不是哭了
是阳光折射
眼睛也红了颜色
不懂为什么快乐
像冰淇淋口中溶化得特别冲动
不懂
为什么树叶染红的时候
就到要分手
Don't, don't go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Don't, don't go away
从来不曾一个人生活
有人分享才值得拥有
我还在听着你写过的歌
留言在部落格
成长的选择没有过预设
像苹果一样青涩
不懂为什么快乐
像冰淇淋口中溶化得特别冲动
不懂
为什么树叶
染红的时候
就到要分手
Don't, don't go away
我还舍不得
你不要走
Don't, don't go away
从来不曾一个人生活
能不能够
让时间回头
So don't, don't go away
Don't, don't go away
我还舍不得你不要走
Don't, don't go away
从来不曾一个人生活
有人分享才值得拥有

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ps-love celine dion

end 11:19

2009-06-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

grrr~~
today morning went to eat dim sum at chai leng park
hiak hiak,
damn full
always i'm the one who eat the most
swt==

(stomach pain)

haha,
run along,
need to wait for someone to hav her big biz ...
thn we went to ilearn studio for while..cuz got ntg to do d
hehe
went to 100 yen then
bought a pack of noodles,i love it

haha
after that ,headed to MIYA's
reach there kinda early
but lucky ,we waited for while only.
they opened.
went in,get nervous
isshhthe first shoot...
vion n amanda went back early
left me alone ..
so lonely
T.T

always changing clothes n hairstyle@@

i looked so damn old==

my babe candy with me..

god damn,the photographer is damn damn funny
always makes me laugh
always asking lame question..
><

so tired,ended about 8 something
only can rest

nite time,laaamoooooooo
really damn tired

end-11.36

NT dance competition

2009-06-20T10:53:00.000-07:00

started camwhoring after the comp

haha,met fishhy at thr..she took part in the comp too@@

first time take pic with him -kelvin

it's been a long time i didn't see you d,pei ting~

pretty pinky@@

friends

2009-06-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

this days kinda confusing
cause x.x.x got prob
it's not supposed to be that way!
cause of his ex only,her fren kinda not talk to her now
most of thm thought that she is the bad person even the teacher too
f*k teacher none of your buisness also you kap siao!!!
sad case..
she's wrong ,but the boy are not wrong?
wtf is this~!
hearing her crying every night
makes some of us sad too

friends don't stand side's!
friend's will try to know what happens and help them

sorry for ugly mua with yi ting~

trying to smile everyday

Friends we are - forever
............................................................................

haiz
this days don't know why so damn moody
i miss him so damn much
always wondering what his doing
but not once that i dare to find him
every night crying ,thinking bout the past
i can't control myself d
argghhh~!!!!

Rascal Flats - What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin' on with ya gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend
I'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowin' what could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends
And I'm alone
Still harder getting up getting dressed dealin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved
In my heart that I left unspoken
What hurts the most is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowin' what could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do,oh..
What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowin' what could've been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
That's what I was tryin' to do

aiks
going to have my beauty sleep now
end-12:07 am